What I've learned from my cats is absolutely amazing. I looked back on it and I bawled my eyes out. Its kinda pathetic because I learned more from them on how to get through life then from my parents. Really, my pets are what have made me strong and who I am? I think I am extremely blessed by them and their human like characteristics. I'm still a little weepy when I'm typing this so bear with me please.

Kalani was my first cat She taught me patience, perseverance and my first lost. She was a bad ass little kitty, only about 10 lbs and full grown and hunted her own food til she passed away.. Had more frequent flier then me and was 4 years my elder when she passed away at the age of 16. God bless her soul. I miss her to much to put words to. That cat was part of my life for my whole childhood and made the biggest impact on me then anything ever could. She passed away on Valentine's day of 2006 which is why I don't celebrate that holiday. God, I miss her so much.

My second cat, Jetta, taught me that I should have a little back bone but still be loving. Having a little bite isn't bad, if you have a good heart. He was a little gender confused, and spunky. I loved him to death and he filled my heart while I was in pain from the loss of Kalani, my parents divorce and becoming a teenager. He helped heal me in so many ways.

My precious baby, Scarface, has taught me that its ok to have fun. To love my family unconditionally. Its ok to be different and that mistakes happen. He is currently alive and kicking. I love him to death, even if he is a dummy.

Now his sister, Gwen, my little baby doll, has taught me to take each punch as it is slung. Being cute doesn't mean you can't be BA and that you need to take care of yourself. She taught me to fend for myself, and kinda taught me how to fight too.

I love my cats from the bottom of my heart, even if I can't see the keyboard, this is dedicated to them